Youth end quite early that day, so we went to dinner with members.. After that we sent them home......
Next, someone called Bin to ask him go play basketball, so i went to tesco extra cheras which is nearby the place they played basketball.
About an hour later, i drive to the area where they had their basketball session, but i dunno the road to turn in, coz the basketball court is in the housing area. so i stop by at the main road's bus stop, to call them to ask for direction. but none of them pick up the call...
After 5 to 6 calls... someone knock my passenger window. ask me to put down the window and want my phone.. then i saw i am surrounded by 4 motors.. i sense it is something wrong, so i put down my handbrake... then the motorcylist at my right side use something to hit my window. its all breaks.... became small pieces... but thank God because Bin's car got the tinted glass. so the glass pieces didnt fall down..
So, i quickly push oil and run... i was really speeding.. because the 4 motors was chasing after me... Thank God that i didnt get into accident.... coz i didnt look for the left and right, just go straight...
After that i turn in to the flat area.. then when i came out of that area... i saw road to turn then i just turn... coz i was looking for help... Thank God finally i found a burger stall at the road side....
I was shaking... talk also cant talk properly.. leg are shaking while i was driving... i just keep shouting God help me! Help me!
So while i reach the burger stall, they gave me chair to sit, talk to me to calm me.. then i call Bin again and again... 5 mins later, finally reach him... so i told him about what happen... then all of them rush to look for me... but because i also dunno where am i.. so i can just wait... 10 mins later, 3 cars reached.. once i saw them get down from the car... i cant stop crying.....
I can only say, Thank God for everything.... Thank God for the protection..... Thank you God...
amy imagined this on 1:50 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009 finally
Finally!!!!!! exam is OVER!!!!
amy imagined this on 4:50 PM
Monday, April 27, 2009 Gam dong~
I am so so so happy today~~~~
but no time to say a lot about it.. coz i ned to sleep already.. tomorrow morning ned to wake up early to go for jpj test~ will update later~
amy imagined this on 12:14 AM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 Birthday Wish List
I know it is rude to put it up here.. but I just want to put here for fun~
1. Clinique type 2 facial set 2. Money - coz now very poor *.* 3. A study Bible with dwi language - since my Bible dont have any reference, so want a study Bible. 4. Chocolate Foundue 5. Digital Camera - coz mine is sot sot edi... 6. Handbag - coz mine is in the progress of spoil-ing.... 7. Hair Saloon session - I want to curl my hair~ hmm, but not now, coz not long enough~ added later 8. utensils to make muffins, cakes etc etc... coz i only have what is needed to make cookies... i want to expand to make cakes and muffins... hehe 9. Sue May reminds me of HOLIDAY.... i wanna go Taman Negara.. again~
I think should stop dreaming~ hahahahaha by the way, I got my first 21st birthday present on the 21st Apr.. Thanks to my mum and aunt.. they brought me a new 18k white gold necklace.. post up pic later...
amy imagined this on 6:49 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 Lost
I am lost. Lost in the mist of loneliness. I dunno what I feeling right now. It is so so so confused, so messy. Should i say myself is emo-ing? I am. Maybe.
Sunday morning suppose to be a bright shining perfect sunday, because it was Easter Day. but because of me, forgot about adding a plastic bag, make my sunday to be a emo sunday. first time, i felt that he is so so so angry, because of my fault, his car got dirty, carpet got wet. and that is the first time, he shout at me on the phone. I dunno what i can do, i just can say sorry.
Sorry that i am a stupid person. Sorry that you have a stupid girlfriend. sorry that i am not caring enough. Sorry that i am not as useful as your car. Sorry that i blame myself. Sorry for everything.
Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday. we never talk to each other on phone. and our sms is less than 20 in total. it break our almost 2 year's record.
I felt hurt, i felt lonely. I felt emptyness.
While i am on the journey of walking to school, my eyes were searching... hope i can found a Nissan Sentra with a bicycle rack on top, I just hope to see him. Everytime i saw a Nissan Sentra, my heart will suddenly feel like poke by a knife. but after that, it was full of dissapointment.
I wan to be strong, i dun wan to be his burden. i know that his work stress him a lot, so i try not to disturb him.
i dunno what i am writing, all of them doesnt related to each other..... i just wan to express my feeling, i wan to stop writing, i wan to stop thinking. coz i wan to stop crying.
anyone who read this post, if u know who is the him in this passage, pls do not tell him about this. coz he wont read my blog, so i can write it out here, so pls dun let him know. thank you so much!
amy imagined this on 6:37 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 Cooking Making
First time bake cookies...
coz bin brought me a new oven..^^
not really nice but still can eat.. hehe
i will continue to practice..
coz i know practice make perfect!!!
amy imagined this on 6:07 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009 Who am I?
Who am I? That the Lord of all the earth, Would care to know my name, Would care to feel my hurt.?
Who am I? That the bright and morning star, Would choose to light the way, For my ever wandering heart.
Bridge: Not because of who I am, But because of what you've done. Not because of what I've done, But because of who you are.
Chorus: I am a flower quickly fading, Here today and gone tomorrow, A wave tossed in the ocean, A vapor in the wind. Still you hear me when I'm calling, Lord, you catch me when I'm falling, And you've told me who I am. I am yours. I am yours.
Who am I? That the eyes that see my sin Would look on me with love And watch me rise again. Who am I? That the voice that calmed the sea, Would call out through the rain, And calm the storm in me.
Bridge&Chorus 2x
I am yours.
Whom shall I fear? Whom shall I fear? 'Cause I am yours. I am yours.
Recently I like this song very much.. It reminds me that I am nothing, I am saved by Grace of God.... sometimes, I feel that I am very very guilty.. but I dont have the courage to make a change... maybe is because deep in my heart.. i dont wanna change...
Dear Lord, please help me.. I am too lazy... please let me to be more hardworking... so that I can have better relationship with You...
amy imagined this on 10:07 PM
Thursday, March 19, 2009 My new blog~
Kindly view my latest shop!
http://amyshandyshop.blogspot.com/
amy imagined this on 5:52 PM
Monday, March 16, 2009 Random pics
Niu Ze Xui, center stage
Full House, Niu Ze Xui
we play play at at the carefour~
perasan betul la!!!
amy imagined this on 11:36 PM
Monday, February 2, 2009 Genting again~
amy imagined this on 10:35 PM
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 Happy New Year
Happy New Year 2009 everyone~
amy imagined this on 8:48 PM
Monday, November 3, 2008 Dancing~~
A video was taken by my teacher during we was having our pratice~
this is not really clear coz it was taken with my phone....
ENJOY~
amy imagined this on 8:39 PM
Thursday, October 30, 2008 New hair style & update for family camp
My new hair style.. from 11 oct 2008....
Bye-bye to my long hair~
Family Camp - Shang-Hai Night in-conjunction with PGC 15 Years Anniversary
Our costum~
Me, Cheryl and Bin
Bin on stage - nominee for Best Costum (Male)
Me - on stage - nominee for Best Costum (Female)
All the nominees for Best Costum (Female)
amy imagined this on 10:33 PM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 Family Camp - 24-27 Oct 2008
Back from family camp.. at Genting Gohtong Jaya...
these 2 pics was taken before we depart from camp site to KL.
These was taken on the 2nd day of camp, we went to Genting
during the free time.. because cheryl wanna buy cloth~
amy imagined this on 7:44 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2008 Another song
Right Here Right Now
Hmm, yea Hey yea
Can you imagine? What would happen? If we could have any dream I wish this moment Was ours to own it And that it would never leave
Then I would thank that star That made our wish come true (come true) oh yeah Cause he knows that where you are Is where I should be too
CHORUS: Right here, right now I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view Cause you mean everything
Right here, I’ll promise you somehow That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be) But right now there’s you and me
If this was forever what could be better? We already proved it was But in 2,123 hours abandon the universe Gonna make you everything In our whole world change (it’s our change, yeah) And you know that where we are Will never be the same oh no
CHORUS: Right here, right now I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view Cause you mean everything
Right here, I promise you somehow That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be) But right now there’s you and me
Oh we know its coming And it’s coming fast(As long when there’s you and me) (Oh yeah) So let’s make the second last, make it last!
Right here, oh right now Yeah, I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view Cause you mean everything
Right here, I promise you somehow That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be) But right now there’s you and me(you and me) Ohh you and me But right now there’s you and… me!
Ryan and Kelsie: All the distractions Our future is cooming soon
Ryan: Will be in punf
Both: A hundred of diferent directions
Ryan: But whatever happens
Both: I know i got you
Ryan: You Run my mind, you bring my heart
Both: It doesnt matter where we are Will be alright
Both: Even if we're miles appart
Troy and Gabriella: All, I wanna do is be with you, be with you There's nothin' we can do Just wanna be with you Only you No matter where life takes us nothin' can't break us apart
Troy: You know it's true
Both: I just wanna be with you
Gabriella: Hey...
Troy: Just Be With You..
Gabriella: Oh, Yeah, Yeah..
Troy: You Know How Life Can Be. It Changes Over Night!
Both: The Sun Even Rainin' But It's Alright!
Gabriella: A Friend Like You,
Both: Always Makes It Easy!
Troy: I Know That You Get Me.
Both: Everytime! Through Every up, through every down! You know I'll always be around Through anything you can count on me
Both: All I Wanna Do, Is Be With You, Be With You! There's Nothing We Can't Do, Just Wanna Be With You, Only You! No Matter Where Life Takes Us, Nothing Can Break Us Apart!
Troy: You Know Its True,
Both: I Just Wanna Be With You.. I Just Wanna Be With You...
Long time never update about what Im doing lately...
summary for all that is~ Working, Church, Family.... Thats all my life recently...
But even though it was boring.. somehow there are still something that interesting....
First~ 11/10/2008 Song Item.. Unreserved Love - by Kimberley, Suet Ling and me... Enjoy the video~
Second~ 18/10/2008 Apprentice... I was involved in the making of our advertisment..
This is the only pic i have with me.. others is all in another camera.. Which is not belongs to me~
Lastly is the Sunday School Sunday's performance...
Only got pic.. no video.. will take video soon.. wait for update la~
amy imagined this on 12:36 AM
Walk Away : High School Musical 3 Cast
Vocalizing: Ooh, Ooh, Ooh, Ooh, Ooh.
I guess I should've known better,to believe I'm a lucky chain, Oh.I lent my heart out forever,and finally learned each other's names. I tell myself, "this time it's different. "No goodbyes, cause eyes can't bear to say it." I'll never survive on one that's coming", If I stay, Ooh!
Just Walk Away! Ooh, and don't look back. Cause if my heart breaks, It's gonna hurt so bad. You know I'm strong, but I can't take that. Before It's too late.
Oh, just Walk Away!(Walk, Walk, Walk Away) Ooh, just Walk Away!(Walk, Walk, Walk) Away-aye-aye, yeah.
I really wish I could blame you, but I know That it's no one's fault. No, No. No, No Cinderella with no shoe, and the prince that doesn't know he's lost. He says that her face is so familiar, and Goodbye with just the same old song. But this time I will not surrender! 'Cause I'm gone, Ooh, yeah!
Just Walk Away! Ooh, and don't look back. Cause if my heart breaks, It's gonna hurt so bad. You know I'm strong, but I can't take that. Before It's too late.
Oh, just Walk Away!(Walk, Walk, Walk Away) Ooh, just Walk Away!(Walk, Walk, Walk) Away-aye-aye, yeah.
Ooh, I've got to let it go. Start protecting my heart and soul. Cause I don't think I'll survive a goodbye again. Not again!
Just Walk Away! Ooh, and don't look back. Cause if my heart breaks, It's gonna hurt so bad. You know I'm strong, but I can't take that. Before It's too late. (Before It's Too Late!)
Oh, just Walk Away!(Walk, Walk, Walk Away) Walk Away, Walk Away, yeah!(Walk, Walk, Walk Away!) Walk Away, Walk Away, All right!(Walk Away, Walk Away, Yeah, Walk Away!) Walk Away, Walk Away.(Oh, Walk, Walk, Walk Away!) Walk Away, Walk Away, Ooh..Ooh..
Guess now it's official. Can't back out, can't back out Noo.
Gettin' ready for the night of nights, The night of nights alright. Don't panic Panic.
Now do we have to dress up for the prom Dude I don't think we have the choice. Yeah it's the night of all nightsGotta look just right, Dressing to impress the boys.
Do I wear classic or vintage of plaid, Where's the mirror? I think this tux is too baggy, too tight It makes me look wierd.
Should I go movie star? Glamourous, sassy or sweet? I don't know but no-one better wear the same dress as me.
It's the night of our lives It's the night of our dreams It's too late to back out of this
Hey, makeovers massages Don't know what a crossage is... Been waiting all our lives for this.
It's gonna be a night Can't wait, To remember, Oh man,
Come on now big fun, alright! It's gonna be the night, I guess, To last forever, Lucky us, We'll never ever ever forget.
Gettin' ready(Get ready) Get gettin' ready ready, (Get ready) Gettin' ready, get gettin' ready. Hey you've been in there an hour man! So what should I do with my hair? Where's my shaver? Oh I love it. I look like a waiter. Should I fluff it? It's getting later already should be there.
Her mother opens the door I'm shaking inside. He's here, it's time, the hours arrived Don't know why her fathers staring me down. Where's my purse lip gloss now I'm really freaking out. Then something changes my world, The most beautiful girl right infront of my eyes.
It's gonna be a night Oh yeah To remember That's for sure Come on now, big fun. Alright! It's gonna be a night Here tonight To last forever For evermore We'll never ever ever forget.
Who's that girl? She's so fine Who's that guy? I don't recognise Who's that girl? She looks so good yeah, Guess you never really notice But you probably should
Big fun, On the night of nights Alright The night of nights tonight Lets dance On the night of nights You know we're gonna do it right It's gonna be the night To remember It's gonna be the night To last forever It's gonna be our night To remember It's gonna be the night To last forever(Forever) It's gonna be a night Oh you know it To remember(For all time) Come on now, big fun(To remember) It's gonna be the night(We love it) To last forever(The rest of our lives) We'll never ever ever forget It's gonna be a night Oh yeah All together Say it loud Come on now everyone That's right It's gonna be a night Here tonight To last forever Hear the croud And never ever never ever never ever ever ever never ever never never ever ever forget!
Can I Have This Dance : High School Musical 3 cast
[Gabriella] Take my hand, take a breath Pull me close and take one step Keep your eyes locked on mine, And let the music be your guide.
[Troy, Gabriella] Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget) We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next
(chorus) It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do And with every step together, we just keep on getting better So can I have this dance (can I have this dance) Can I have this dance
[Troy] Take my hand, I'll take the lead And every turn will be safe with me Don't be afraid, afraid to fall You know I'll catch you threw it all
[Troy, Gabriella] And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart) 'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are
(chorus) It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do And with every step together, we just keep on getting better So can I have this dance (can I have this dance) Can I have this dance
[Gabriella And Troy] Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide 'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop Let it rain, let it pour What we have is worth fighting for You know I believe, that we were meant to be
(chorus) It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you) It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do) And with every step together, we just keep on getting better So can I have this dance (can I have this dance) Can I have this dance Can I have this dance Can I have this dance
I love this song~ the lyrics is so meaningful... besides this... there are other nice songs from HSM3.. will update one by one~ coz lazy to upload so much files.... ^^
i was start to work at standard charted bank on 30 sept... at first i choose this job is because i tot i can learn new things in the bank. but who know this data entry is really only data entry.. thw worst thing is...... i was sit there doing nothing!!!! argh~ so frustrating!
the first day i work.. i was told by the girl that is going to leave... i am her replacement for the job.. actually we are under canon.. not under the bank. this is a project for canon given by standard charted bank.. then canon hire us to do it. then when we do. we still need to depend on the bank staff. we need to wait them to do the document list.. then only we can start work.
sometimes the malay girl dun even finish 1 batch of documant. so we will sit at the office.. ALONE... doing NOTHING! argh!!! and now bcoz of raya. the girl on leave from 30 sept to 7 oct... today i already sit at the office whole day doing nothing. and my monday n tuesday will be the same!!!! im going to be crazy!!!!
amy imagined this on 6:16 PM
Tuesday, September 30, 2008 Too DESPERATE!!
IM really extremely desperate for HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3!!!!!!!! cant wait till end of this month!!! *sign* but what to do... still have to wait...
the week before i went to port dickson.. me n bin went to gsc mid valley to watch movie~ coz i have a buy 1 free 1 voucher.. and it was going to expired on that weekend.. so we quickly used it... if not later regret again~~
so when i just about to step into the the cinema hall.. i saw this!!!
I was like soh poh that time!!
shouting like crazy women....
i stand there and look at the poster.... like 'nyong' liao~
then bin say go stand there.. i help u take pic..
i was like.. 'oh ya! can take pic hor...'
hahahahah... so stupid~
many ppl ask me the same question...
"you take pic with the real person ar???"
and with a shock expression....
i was so syok sendiri..
then i say.. "no la... poster la..."
then everyone also reply me like this...
"cherh! i tot is real....."
but anyway.. i can syok sendiri ma...
em.. in my heart i always think..
why they say is real person..
cant they notice that they are all much more taller than me???
* wondering*
amy imagined this on 9:16 PM
Monday, September 29, 2008 sports day
last saturday morning went to bin's house to swim... first time i been proper teached about how to swim~ previously i do not know how to swim.. coz no matter how hard i tried.. i will stay at the same place and move my hands n legs...
now i know what is the things i need to practice for swimming~~
he wanted to get darker... = ='''
Next, youth program~
FLOOR BALL!!!!!
Night time... they play basketball.. since i never good in this.. so i sit there to count points...
this is something i find it funny... while both of them took of their cloths... big difference~~
amy imagined this on 11:14 PM
Friday, September 26, 2008 PD trip~~
YO!!! I just went back from PD... a nice memory.. hehe
Day 1
nothing to do @ casa rachado
Casa Rachado
our apartment @ Casa Rachado
after the free dinner @ casa rachado..
we got nothing to do at night... so chit chat and watch TV in the apartment..
so no pic to show....
Day 2
our western breakfast @ Casa Rachado
After the breakfast.. we decide to leave here and move to eagle ranch~
coz @ casa rachado.. nothing to play.. and no ppl.. whole resort only us.. feel scary...
another thing is their swimming pool is dirty.....
so after we move to eagle ranch..
we went to teluk kemang~ the popular beach in PD...
only me and helena was totally wet.. the other 2 leh.. first oi voon is because aunty come so cannot get wet.. then the miss ceres lehh. i also dunno why.. she jus dun wan to get into the water~ haiz... go beach must play water and get wet de ma~~
after changing.. we went to the ostrich park near teluk kemang...
while we paying the entrance fee.. got a foreign family walk out from the park..
then we realise.. we was the only customer after the family.. hahah
because the park got no other customer..
so the son of the park owner walk around with us..
he took starfruits for us and ask us to give it to the ostrich...
and took out the crocodile for us to touch..
really really have fun there...
this is the entrance of the ostrich park.. i only upload a few of the animal's photo.. later post up all of them~
this 2 goats like to play 'ikut-ikut'.. they keep follow up around the park~ this also like to 'ikut'.. very "bat gua".. we called it "bat ngo"! this parrot ar.. really pandai o.. saw us coming with camera.. then start posing..
this 2 ducks.. very very noise.. they keep make noise to call us.. while we was at the cage beside them.. looking at the young crocodile.. the guy ask us to pegang the crocodile.. but we all scared.. then we ask the guy.. "boleh sentuh tak?" then he say.. sentuh la.. kenapa tak berani pegang dia?
these rabbits very very excited when they saw us..
after we finish visit the ostrich park.. we went back to eagle ranch..
then rest and chit chat about 2 hours.. we went out for dinner...
@ eagle ranch - the watering hole This is where we stay~ band wagon @ eagle ranch
Day 3
this horse name.. ~Ormi~ a 25 years old female horse~~
archery~~ cause my hand got blue black edi~ pain pain~ T.T
Day 3 morning.. after the breakfast~
we wanna go to the pool but end up playing paint ball, horse riding and archery..
coz the pool closed due to the pump problem...
but anyway.. we had a really fun trip~~~
amy imagined this on 6:56 PM
Thursday, September 18, 2008 High School Musical 3
I AM WAITING FOR THIS MOVIE!!!!!!! Love it so much~
amy imagined this on 1:51 AM
Monday, September 15, 2008 Don't read
for those who went to the birthday party for lesley n shiao wei & farewell for chai ping.. i think you better dun read. i jus wan to express my feeling.. but i jus wanna tell you. i really had a good night and fellowship with u all. thank you..
i know he looks tired, coz he whole night didnt talk more than 20 sentences. at first when he fetch me at my grand ma house. nicholas is in the car too. on the way from kl to pj, i kept quiet. coz they are talking. but reach pj, bin asked me how to go to fetch my friend. so i kepo n ask. nicholas where are u going? then bin say "he will follow me." then i started unhappy, coz they already prepare food for u. and i told u so many days ago. why still wanna do such thing to me. when he hear i sound not happy, then he ask nicholas whether can drop him on lrt. then after fetch shiao wei, we drop him at lrt. after that, i ask bin what happen to nicholas. then he told me about his problem. then i feel a bit guilty, coz i might make him sad. then reach kenny's house. everything looks fine..
after we went off. sent shiao wei back. reach mid valley. fetch my aunt home. we had a 'discussion' in front of my house. i know he is angry coz i not happy when he wan to spend time with his brother. coz he said ur fren is important, my frens not important. then he say this is the 2nd time he saw we having a bad planning. rm22 for those things? ok. i know that is because of the cake is expensive. but sometimes cheap thing also will nice.. not only expensive thing can be nice. hope i wont make anyone angry when u read this. he say he dun wan to pretend to smile, coz he is very tired. then i asked him why so tired? he said he finish play game on 2am. i was so angry but i didnt say anything. after that i jus get off the car and went in to the house. after 10 minutes, i called him. i told him. "since u talk so many jus now. i only have 1 thing to tell u. you know sunday need to a lot a lot of energy. u know u have worship, long meeting, and a long driving session to a bday party. why u still choose to spend all ur energy to the game, which is something useless. i jus dun understand. good night"
this is what happened. im tired of crying, tired of typing. and i have exam tomorrow monring 9am. that's all. sorry for those that read this. sorry to make you angry on what i wrote. good night and have a nice day tomorrow and everyday.
amy imagined this on 12:00 AM
Saturday, September 13, 2008 Jungle "walking"
Long time never walk in the jungle~
this morning we went to damansara...
a place called~~ ??
"em.. i forgot~later i ask yuke bin again.. hehe"
walk walk walk... non-stop for 1 hour....
the environment is good, fresh air, nice trees...
i enjoy the jungle "walking"...
but the most irritating matter is... a lot a lot of mosquitos!!!!!
argh!!! so angry la..
the mosquitos keep follow us... fly around us..
our hands all biten by those c2p mosquitos!
dunno why God wanna create mosquito..
i know it has a purpose.. but what is that purpose???
i think i have to wait till i die only i can ask God..
why create mosquito?? "in my heart, i always think mosquito is useless" *_*
These pictures are taken while we came out from the "jungle".
This place is called "Pan Cafe"... nice food... and not very expensive~ 1 set breakfast only cost RM5, pan cake set only RM6.90..delicious~ sorry i forgot to take the food's picture~ hehe... If u wan to go then ask me where is it la...
amy imagined this on 1:35 PM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 Mid Valley Shopping Day
Last last monday~ Me , my mum , aunt & cousin went to Mid Valley... Bin joined us in the late afternoon~ because he went to dentist.. so got mc.. so good hor... like that also can get mc.. = =''
these pictures is taken while we waiting my cousin to try on new cloths... pictures taken in front of the fitting room's mirror~ wakakaka~~~
amy imagined this on 9:44 PM
Tuesday, September 9, 2008 Boring~~
Exam ar..... why need to exam... haiz.... Too boring.. so i decided spend some time to post up some pictures..
Group Samuel 2008 Events~~~
Petra can Wok! "Spanish dishes"
I am one of the chef~ =p
Song Festival~
We got 2nd for overall, 1st for our solo..
Some stupid things we did during one of our group member's birthday suprise celebration..
CNY visitation~
CNY "lou sang" competition~
Em so this is the report till september 2008 for group Samuel....
amy imagined this on 8:00 PM
So sorry for those who view my blog.. i am a extremely lazy person to update blog.. really sorry....
soon will update 1 by 1.. if i still remember.. 'sure u will forget de la'-must be someone who will think about this when they read this post.. lolx
I try la..
amy imagined this on 4:54 PM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 Assignment
This is my "Song Ci 宋词" assignment's work. i have to write 2 poet according to certain rules.... now i jus wan to type it out here just for fun.. hahahha...
细雨绵绵歌缓唱 轻诉相思 回忆旧时况 思念如同窗外况 滴答滴地引荡漾
君述离别情万丈 泪雨无别 此情难遗忘 岁月流逝如海浪 雨中镜里独相望
amy imagined this on 7:25 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008 i wanna watch Get Smart!!!!
i wan to watch this~~~~~~~~
who wanna accompany me to watch that~~~
T.T
amy imagined this on 12:13 AM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 camp pic camp pic
camp pic~
will update others soon..
amy imagined this on 12:08 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008 CJ7
wahahahahah~~~
here is the pic for our costume.. will post the process of making soon..
coz i haven get the full copy of photo yet..
so just let you guys see some pics first la..
amy imagined this on 3:52 PM
Sunday, June 8, 2008 Back From Camp!
back from camp on the 3rd of June... It was really great~ will upload pictures once i got the full set of the camp pic..
now upload 1 pic first~
next update is..... last saturday.. i finally know how to swim... so cha right.. hahahahah...
will upload pic soon too...
the latest one was happened an hour ago... SUE MAY was been baptized.... so happy that she joined in this big and eternal family...
so here i wanna congras her... and welcome her to this family~ May God Bless you in every way..
thats all for today~
amy imagined this on 10:06 PM
Monday, May 26, 2008 CAMP !!!
Camp is coming soooooooon.... only 3 days away... but the sci-fi costume still under progress...
hmmmm... me and bin will be coming as.... chang chang chang chang...
CJ7!!!
hehe.. bin will be the green CJ7.. i will be the pink CJ7..
wahahahahah~~~~~
amy imagined this on 12:13 PM
Wednesday, May 7, 2008 "God's Message To Women and Men"
"Dearest Women...
When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils.
But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity.
From one bone I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone I shaped you. I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully.
Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart.
His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. Support man as the rib cage supports the body. You were not taken from his feet, to be under him, nor were you taken from his head, to be above him. You were taken from his side, to stand beside him and be held close to his side.
You are my perfect angel. You are my beautiful little girl. You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence, and my eyes fill when I see the virtues in your heart. Your eyes - don't change them. Your lips, how lovely when they part in prayer. Your nose, so perfect in form. Your hands so gentle to touch.
I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep... I've held your heart close to mine. Of all that lives and breathes, you are the most like me.
Adam walked with me in the cool of the day and yet he was lonely. So I fashioned you so that Adam had a soul mate to share his experiences with. In both of you I fashioned my holiness, my strength, my purity, my love, my protection and support. You are special because you are the extension of me.
Man represents my image - woman, my emotions. Together, you represent the totality of God.
So man - treat woman well. Love her, respect her, for she is fragile. In hurting her, you hurt me. What you do to her, you do to me. In crushing her, you only damage your own heart, the heart of your Father, and the heart of her Father.
Woman, support man. In humility, show him the power of emotion I have given you. In gentle quietness show your strength. In love, show him that you are the rib that protects his inner self.
Author unknown
amy imagined this on 6:39 PM
Monday, May 5, 2008 Iron Man
Iron Man was fantastic!!
yesterday we went to times square to watch Iron Man, it was great. it was funny but somehow it is quite meaningful too..
who haven watch Iron Man, i highly recommend you to watch it.. hehe... (im not paid for that,haha)
nowadays, how many ppl will really give up the chance to earn money just because of other people? how many people will regret of what he have done when he know that people is suffering because of him? in this world, a lot of people only think of their own benefits, they wouldnt bother that what will happen to other people. maybe what they have done might not affect other people immediately. but surely it will affect their body day by day, slowly bring other people to death.
but all these selfishness will not disappear by it own, because people's heart is closed. they couldnt feel other people's pain, because their heart is not complete. because of the absence of God, people cant love, people cant see other people's suffer, they can only see themself.
amy imagined this on 8:53 PM
Wednesday, April 30, 2008 Its past
my birthday is past. now is 30 apr 2008 1am.
my 20th birthday is the worst birthday for these 20 years. 1-exam period 2-no celebration 3-alone
whole day, i didnt talk, didnt smile.. i tried not to remember it was my birthday.. but its hard.
i know there are people planning to celebrate with me later. but the meaning had lost....
till 11pm.. still got people wish me happy birthday.. thanks to my cousins.. they called me.. sing birthday song to me on the phone... im so touch.. my first bday song..
till 11.45pm.. bin came.. he brought me ice cream.. but i didnt eat it..
dear, i know u r trying to comfort me.. but the depression i face on the whole day, not something that can easily forget.. you dun understand.. you wont understand... although you cant understand what im facing... i thank you you came. at the last 15 minutes. accompany me go through the last 15 minutes.. borrowed me your shoulder.. the bday song u sang.. n the other songs that u trying to comfort me.. thank you. i know u didnt read my blog, but still, i have to say thank you.
birthday, should be happy, but i didnt feel any happiness. only lonely, stress, tears.
i dunno how long i will be like this.. i dunno what can make me smile again.. dear readers, pls pray for me, ask God to take away my depression. fill me with joy. so that i can forget about my bday, n looking forward to the birthday that will not be in exam period.
amy imagined this on 1:01 AM
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 last 2 hours of my bday
now is 9.48pm. 2 more hours.. my bday will end.. 29 apr 2008 will become the history already.. today is all lonely.. whole day i lock my self in the room.. surf net, revision, sleep, lunch n dinner. all inside my room. so funny right?? a birthday without people around. im trying hard to control my sadness. i dun wan to cry. although no birthday cake, no sing birthday song, no blow candles, no one hold my hands n tell me happy birthday... but... i have phone call birthday wishes from James, my dad, my bro n gu ma. i have sms bday wishes from many ppl... i have friendster wishes from many ppl.. i have msn wishes.. i have blog wishes.. i have 2 face to face wishes.. my mum n hui min...
too many wishes..... is worth enough to replace the birthday cake n candles.
thanks to everyone who wish me happy birthday.. but i have to say sorry to everyone.. on 29 apr 2008, im not happy at all. sorry to disappoint those who wish me..
sorry....
amy imagined this on 9:48 PM
today is the first day i step into 20th. i should be happy right?? i have so many presents n wishes.. but i dunno why i still so down, i still cant smile. and the worst thing is, i cant concentrate in my revision.. how am i going to sit for tomorrow's exam..
im lost, totally lost.. even me myself also dunno what make me become like this.. i cant smile on my birthday, my big day. haiz... watever... jus let it be.. bcoz no one cares... ok. now i have to go study, before that, i wan to make a thank you list.
Thanks to my parent, they gave me angpau, at first my mum promised me that she will buy me a cake. but.... never mind la.. i can buy for myself n sing for myself after my exam.. Thanks to my 'gu ma', she make the delicious food for me.. although it was made last night.. but after reheat it still taste deliciously.. and thanks for the angpau too. Thanks to my aunty, last sunday we was shopping at Jusco, she pay for all my cloths. there cost her RM50. Thanks to my dear bin bin, he brought me a external harddisk during pc fair, for my bday present.. but last sunday he gave me a suprise, he brought me something from the World of Cartoons. Thanks my dear.. Thanks Mrs Yan, for the perfume.. Thanks Ceres, for the watch.. Thanks Oi Voon, for the stars.. Thanks Hui Min, for the small cake... Thanks to my bro, my dad, my dear, Sue May, James, Hooi Ling, Festiny, Suet Ling, Jaya, Frankie, Pui Mun, Kah Yee, Pai Liang, Sherine, my student in sg way, Jordan, Pei Yee, Lee Choo, Helena, for the bday wishes...
Thanks to those i forgot to put up their names here..
Thank You so much..
amy imagined this on 12:52 PM
Monday, April 28, 2008 sad-ing
Today is so bad mood.. finished a totally screwed up test paper. went home, took an apple n a pear, to be my very late lunch. after that hui min bring me a small cake.. she wish me happy birthday.. i was so happy on that moment.. someone remember my birthday... on this stressful exam period...
today supposed to have a very nice dinner.. my "gu ma" prepared a dish for me.. at first my dad promised to pick up that dish after work.. but last minute my dad doesnt wan to go to my "gu ma" house to take it.. reason is he say its late, he wan to take dinner, he dun wan waste time to go over to take the dish... tomorrow is my birthday.. today is my last day in 19th years old.. after tonight i no longer a small girl with an age begining with 1. cant he just make it for me. im angry. i refuse to go dinner with them. my mum scold me.. cant u jus think on your dad's perspective. i know.. im not a good girl. i always angry with my parent. is my problem. but they still love me very much. after that my mum brought me a fried mee hoon, then she said 'if u wan to eat then u eat, if u dun wan to eat, jus throw away.' i know she wan me to eat, jus she is angry coz i angry them. so she say that. i wont throw it away, bcoz that is the way they love me.
last time.. i cant really express my feeling on blog.. bcoz i scared ppl will laugh at me.. but now i dun worry anymore.. bcoz no one is reading it..
now is 9.48pm 28 april 2008. another 2hours 12 minutes. i will say bye bye to my 19th, n welcome my 20th. birthday.. should be happy.. but at this moment.. i cried... first is.. im alone.. last time.. i have my parent with me.. but now im staying alone.. so.. im alone.. in this last 2 hours. second.. i cant celebrate my bday cheerfully.. bcoz exam havent end!!!!! i have to study whole day on my birthday!!! so sad!!! third... the next 2 years also have to celebrate my bday during exam period!!!!!! why why why!!!
amy imagined this on 9:25 PM
Friday, April 4, 2008 update!
Its been so long i never update about myself..
em.. too long story to go.. so i will just skip it..
well, this is 13th week.. coming up is 14th week.. next is study week.. then the following will be my EXAM!!!!
opps... exam is coming.. and im not prepare anything yet! please pray for me... ask God to discipline me... for man cannot rely on his own strength.. i will lost if i rely on my own mind to be discipline...
em.. next is the camp.. i hope i can bring my entire fellowship to the camp... for them to learn more! so that i can leave them without worry about them.. (im so bad!) i will pray for it..
anything else?? i guess no.. but yet.. 1 more thing...
girl, i didnt angry with you, so no need to say sorry and ask for forgiveness. these years, i know you also put a lot of patient in me. since im a person who say something without thinking of the consequences. even when im just joking, but people dunno that im joking. not only you felt this, even bin also tell me that. sometimes i said something that hurts him. but yesterday after he read your blog, he message me through msn. "there are times u say thing that hurt me a lot. do u really mean that?" that time only i realise, im such a person. but i didnt mean anything to harm anyone. this is me, but i will try to change. what you said, is a mirror, for me to see my self. this is what bin told me yesterday.
yes. i should reflect about myself. bin said, i seems putting you down all these while. yes, i saw that, now i know im such a bad person.
im touched when i read your post. and im also sorry that make you go through this. no need to ask for forgiveness. because i never angry with you. but i angry with myself.
no need to sorry about so many things. it will just make me more and more guilty. i didnt say that i cried when i was typing that message. but you still know it. bacause you are my best friend. you know me. you know that im a person will cry easily. but dun feel sorry for that. because i cry not bacause you hurt me. but is because i hurt you. for so many times.
anyway, thanks for the reply.
amy imagined this on 1:31 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008 for you.
girl, i didnt know that you hate me that much. but im here to declare something.
first,about the monitor. yes i admit i do said that. but that time i didnt ask you must buy that one. i do told you to think properly because that is a china brand,cant guarantee to be good. yet,you said i think mine is all good or the best. but you didnt see my "not good" things. my comp spoiled many times. more than you. my monitor also spoiled. it happen long time before yours.
next, the phone thing. im sorry that it bring such result. my little member, who is form 1 this year. her mum brought her a new w580 last november. then, this year before cny. her dad said wanna buy her a nokia new music phone. so, she put a big title on msn, said that she wanna sell off her w580. then i think about you. so i ask her the price, then i straight away sms you. after few days, you said about your cousin. i didnt said for sure it is ap or anything. i just ask, whether is or not,and it have that possibility. when you keep ask me, i also keep ask that girl. but after cny, she told me that her mum dun allow her to change phone. because it is still new. she is just a form 1 student, a little girl. is my fault to ask you. is my fault to kepo about that phone. all these caused the bargain issue. the ap phone issue. the arguement between you and your sis. im so sorry about that.
3rd. the cheat thing. i wan to tell you. i said i dun like to play cheat like you. but i didnt say "Just exactly how you are in your real life." and "Also like you in real life la..." i said i wont play cheat when i play game, not like you. GAME, not real life. if you think i said that, then i got nothing to say. im sure i didnt say REAL LIFE, because in my memory, you didnt play "cheat" in your daily life. i dunno why you will say i said that. but if you think i have said that. then i will accept it. bacause is my fault to hurt you at first. is my fault to give you bad impression that im a person who think my things is always the best.
lastly about the fairer issue. i admit i do say u stay at home. because that time u havent start your 2nd job yet. yes i admit i do take our hands n compare. but i didnt say "at least fairer than me." the compare is not mean to say that you should be fairer. im become darker day by day. since i always walk in the sun without umbrella. is me who lazy to take umbrella. but i swear i didnt said at least fairer than me. maybe i said other thing at that time. i dunno. because i dun remember the exact dialog. again, im sorry i make you feel that.
there are too many times i hurt you but i dunno. this is who i am. i am who i was during secondary school. i do changed for a period. that is when i having a non christian bf. when i go into a new environment. no friends around. felt lonely all the way. that time im lost. i broken my faith, i broken the relationship between me and God. but in june 2007, i start to have new life. same with you. in the camp. i felt God's calling. that is the period i cant accept myself n God. because i left God. but He still love me and call me back to Him. this is just a short sharring about my recent life.
till here, i realise our relationship is broken.
im sorry i lecture you. be strict with you. i do not understand what you feel as a very very young christian. but what i said, is my way to show my love as a sister in christ. "who ever love God must also love his brother" 1 john 4:21b i know you dun like me to say about your believes. but for me, you choose to believe what you feel you want to believe. Christianity is not as easy as you think. i know what i told you is useless. because you wont listen to me. Bible tell me that i should stop judge about what you want or dun wan to believe. "who are you to judge someone else's servant? To his own master he stand or falls. And he will stand, for the Lord is able to make him stand." romans 14:4 "You, then, why do you judge your brother? Or why do you look down on your brother?For we will all stand before God's judgement seat." romans 14:10 so now i will stop judge you on what you doing. but i just hope the word of God will lead you. "for the Lord is able to make him stand."
the message behind 1 corinthians chapter 13. Love is long suffering. Love you as my best friend. Love you as my sister in christ. i should suffer in trials. satan's work is begin to success in among us. but Jesus said,"but he who stand firm to the end will be saved." matt 24:13 so we have to stand firm. dun let satan destroy us.
just like in your blog, you feel im annoying. becuase i keep 'nyam cham' you about christian life style. but what i told you is from the bible. Bible gave us command. about our life style, about how to pray, about everything. about things happen is our daily life. about trials. manytimes we cant just look at the surface of that verse. but the hidden meaning, the hidden message.
i wont interupt your life style anymore. i wont comment what u should do or what you should not do. but i know one day, God will make you a true christian. God will make you have christian life style. God will let you follow His command day by day. little by little.
from now on i will keep my mouth shut. i dunno whether this is correct or not. i dunno what God want me to do. but i know God will tell me.
"So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." 2 corinthians 4:18 now what i seen is only your life style. is still involve with those we should not have related to. like tarot. but what is unseen is your faith. your Love. your trust. your believe in God.
amy imagined this on 11:12 PM
Monday, January 28, 2008 Valentine's Cards
Currently im helping my cousin to sell Valentine's Card.
I got RM1 discount from him..
So, if you r interested. Please leave a message or ask me through msn.
i will send you the designs.
All those designs is only for their company staff to sell to other ppl. So u cant find it at memory lane or any book store.
amy imagined this on 11:36 PM
Monday, December 31, 2007 Pain eyes....
Last night... I cried...
My heart broke into pieces...
Should I continue give him chance? Should I give up on loving him?
Or shall I say...
Should I continue LOVE him? Although he might put me away... Although he might love game or leisure more than me...
I dont know... What should I choose?
amy imagined this on 9:28 AM
Monday, December 24, 2007 Christmas!!!!!
Christmas coming.......
nothing much to say...
just feel very happy because we are celebrating Jesus's birthday..
=P
amy imagined this on 2:24 PM
Sunday, December 2, 2007 NEW phone~!
I WAN A NEW PHONE!!
with... 3G... Bluetooth.... Camera... MP3 player like SE W-series... Nice design...
and the most important.... Price within 1000...
Anyone out there got any suggestion... Could you please let me know??????????
amy imagined this on 10:51 PM
Pure Imagination
Welcome to my blog! All I need is your respect. Be good and don't forget to tag!
Niu Ze Xui, center stage
Full House, Niu Ze Xui
we play play at at the carefour~
Our costum~
Me, Cheryl and Bin
Bin on stage - nominee for Best Costum (Male)
Me - on stage - nominee for Best Costum (Female)
All the nominees for Best Costum (Female)
these 2 pics was taken before we depart from camp site to KL.
This is the only pic i have with me.. others is all in another camera.. Which is not belongs to me~
this is something i find it funny... while both of them took of their cloths... big difference~~
nothing to do @ casa rachado
Casa Rachado
our apartment @ Casa Rachado
our western breakfast @ Casa Rachado
only me and helena was totally wet.. the other 2 leh.. first oi voon is because aunty come so cannot get wet.. then the miss ceres lehh. i also dunno why.. she jus dun wan to get into the water~ haiz... go beach must play water and get wet de ma~~
this is the entrance of the ostrich park.. i only upload a few of the animal's photo.. later post up all of them~
this 2 goats like to play 'ikut-ikut'.. they keep follow up around the park~
this also like to 'ikut'.. very "bat gua".. we called it "bat ngo"!
this parrot ar.. really pandai o.. saw us coming with camera.. then start posing..
this 2 ducks.. very very noise.. they keep make noise to call us.. while we was at the cage beside them.. looking at the young crocodile..
the guy ask us to pegang the crocodile.. but we all scared.. then we ask the guy.. "boleh sentuh tak?" then he say.. sentuh la.. kenapa tak berani pegang dia?
these rabbits very very excited when they saw us.. 
@ eagle ranch - the watering hole
This is where we stay~ band wagon @ eagle ranch
this horse name.. ~Ormi~ a 25 years old female horse~~
archery~~ cause my hand got blue black edi~ pain pain~ T.T
These pictures are taken while we came out from the "jungle".
Some stupid things we did during one of our group member's birthday suprise celebration..
